wow I really haven't wrote in a long time. I graduated and moved and well life has changed. After prom Scott and I broke up again. I thought it was the right thing to do and well now I'm not sure whats right. I'm dating this kid named Mark and he's got the mentality of a 6 year old and hes very jealous and over protective. I am just so confused when it comes to my relationship right now. Anyway, I start college a week from tomorrow. I'm kind of nervous because I wanna do well but I know I'm going to feel swamped with the work and classes and my job. I guess I'll just do my best and see how things go. I also moved to Neptune two weeks ago. It's been fun. I have people over all the time and I can do whatever I want since I live by myself now. It gets lonely sometimes but it's quite relaxing too. ok well i'm going to be late for work so now that I have my name and password again I'll right again next time I come to my grandmothers. Bye for now.

- posted by Sheila @ 4:21 PM

 
Hey everyone, well its been sometime since I last wrote but I've been really busy between work, school, and doctor appointments.... yeah thats right doctor appointments.... I was in a car accident on march 18th. I was at a dead stop waiting in traffic right outside my school driveway and I was rear ended in a four car accident. I was hit by a teacher who was hit by a student who was hit by another student... my car is fine but I have whiplash and a bum knee. I have to go to the chiropractor three times a week and I have to go to physical therapy three times a week for two weeks. It sucks! I am also going on vacation from April 3rd to the 10th. I can't wait. A week away from New Jersey with just my boyfriend, his friend, and his friends girlfriend. I think it will definetly be worth it. So anyway, my nieces and nephew are still at my house. My grandmother is really hoping that they go home this weekend but things arent looking good as of now. They havent been home in over a month! My grandmother isnt able to do anything she wants to do either with three little rug rats especially since my nephew is only 5 months old and screams all day long.
Well i was going to write more but I am starving so I'm going to get something to eat and then lay on the couch and relax with Scott. I'll write again soon hopefully. Bye for now!
- posted by Sheila @ 5:12 PM

 
Well it seems like all my friends are turning against me except for like three so in responce to one of my friends journals all I have to say is forget our friendship. It obviously doesnt mean much to you if you really think that I talk shit about you and that you go around saying shit about me. I thought you were a good friend but I guess I thought wrong. I don't need someone like you as a friend. As for everyone who is a true friend thanks.
Anyway, I haven't had time to write lately. I've been busy helping my grandmother when I'm home and when I'm not home I'm at work, school, or spending time with my boyfriend. :-) Yes, Scott and I are finally back together as of February 28, 2004!!!! I'm really happy we got back together because I love him so much. At first when we got back together I was a little skeptical because I was afraid that things wouldnt be the same between us but things are great. He also kind of asked me back out at a bad time because there was so much going on, certain people were making prank phone calls and I was fighting with people, and I was just unhappy in general but I don't regret saying yes. As long as I have him I know I'm going to be alright.
On to another subject...... my nieces and nephew have been staying with my grandmother and I the last two weeks and well as of now I dont know when they are going home. My grandmother keeps telling my sister that she cant handle the kids anymore but my sister doesnt have another baby sitter and she has to work. Yesterday one of my bunny rabbits died because my youngest niece hurt her. She wouldnt listen when I told her to stay out of my bunny cage and she kept picking them up by the ears and hurting then and I think she broke my female rabbits ribs and she died yesterday afternoon after many hours of suffering. :-( I was very upset about it but I can't bring her back to life and well my niece doesnt really understand what she did because shes young. Now I just have my male bunny left and he makes me feel bad everytime I look at him because he is lonely and looks so sad.
Well, I gotta go get ready for work so I gotta go for now but I'll write again later. I'll be on the computer a lot this weekend because my senior report paper is due monday! BLAH! Later dudes!

- posted by Sheila @ 4:27 PM

 
Well its saturday and I actually got to sleep in a little today b/c I dont have to be at work until 1. I was up by 9:30 but I'm not used to sleeping past 7 even on weekends so it wasnt that bad. I am showered and ready for work already and I still have an hour and 15 minutes before I have to walk into work. I'm picking up Jamie on my way to work though so I have to leave about 10 minutes earlier then I usually do.
I'm not feeling so well today. I have a sore throat and stuffy nose and I am afraid I am getting sick for the 20th time this winter. O well. I'm so excited because I dont have to work tomorrow. Its my first sunday of in many months. I plan on getting up somewhat early tomorrow just so I can go out and enjoy the weather.
Last night I finally got to hang out with Liz. Its been a long time since her and I hung out so it was good getting to spend time with her. We went out to dinner with Jamie and Jess when we got out of work and then Liz and I went to Bella Rosa for a little while and chilled with Jackie and her boyfriend, then we went to Bretts house and just hung out in his driveway for a little while. Brett is one popular kid, people just kepting stopping by or calling him.
Tonight I'm going to Scotts after work. I'm going to hang out with him tomorrow too. Hopefully it will be nice out tomorrow so we can go out and do something productive. Anyway I gotta get going for now. Gotta finish my cup of coffee and brush my teeth and then get ready to go pick up Jamie. I'll write again soon, hopefully.
- posted by Sheila @ 11:54 AM

 
Well, my grades are as follows for the marking period and midterms......

Class: Marking period: Midterm:
English IV A B-
Prin. of Sociology B- C-
Math Skills Satisfactory satisfactory
Integ. Alg. II A- B
Auto I B+ C+
Mixed Chorus IV A A
Phys Ed A- A-

Yea, so those are my grades... my midterms werent that great but I've never been good at taking test. I went down in auto by one grade and went up or stayed the same in all my other classes. Anyway, I havent wrote in a while but I don't really have time to write now b/c I have to get ready for work so I'll write later. Happy Valentines Day to all if I don't talk to you tomorrow!
- posted by Sheila @ 3:52 PM

 
Hola! Yet again I haven't wrote in a few days but I've been busy. Wednesday I went to school and then to work. Thursday I went to school and then hung out with Scott. :-) Today I went to school and yet again I work. After work I'm going to Scotts. The weather is discusting. My driveway is extremely flooded and all the roads are horrible and flooded also. I wish the rain and snow would just go away and spring would come already. I want warm weather..... Anyway, I am so tired. Lately, I've been working out in the weight room during gym and I think its making me really tired. In the morning I just dont want to wake up.... o well I guess for now I am out. ttyl
- posted by Sheila @ 3:28 PM

 
I haven't wrote in a while so while I'm sitting at Scotts house waiting for him to be done with what he's doing for his father, I will catch up on the last few days. On Saturday I worked from 1 until closing and then I hung out with Scott. On Sunday I worked 10 until 6 and then I hung out with Cory. Cory and I hung out at Starbucks in B&N for a while and then Steve and Benji met up with us and we all had good conversation. I hadn't hung out with Cory for a while so it was good to catch up on the past few weeks. After drinking our Starbucks drinks, which may I add are amazing, we all walked around B&N for a little while. Around 9:40 we left and I drove Cory home and then headed home myself. Over all the evening wasnt bad at all. Then on Monday I went to school, learned absolutely nothing and then went to work from 5 until 9:40. I did more work last night then in my last year and a half at this place. It wasn't all that bad but I'm not really one for "busy" work. I just like to sit around on my ass and get paid for it. :-) Today I went to school where yet again I didn't learn anything but in gym I got to work out my legs a little and during last period I went to see my guidance councelor because I have study hall and I gave him the stamps he needed to send out my BCC application. Then I was complaining to him about how boring study hall is so he asked the receptionist for the guidance office if they had any work for me to do and she said no so then he asked the main office receptionist if they could use a person last period to do some work and they were happy to get me. So now I work for the main office last period until the end of the school year. Its cool because all I had to do today was put papers in teachers mail boxes and my councelor said that most of the time they will have me going to teachers classrooms to give them stuff so I basically just get to roam the hallways. Sounds like a plan to me. Right after school I went to the DMV to see about something and they didnt help me at all, they said I had to contact Trenton about my situation so after I left there I stopped by my fathers shop to say hi and tell him what happened at the DMV and to also see when I can bring my car in for an oil change. My father wasnt there so I talked to his girlfriend the whole time and I got the info I needed so I don't have to contact Trenton just yet. I have to remember to call my fathers shop on Thursday or Friday though to let them know when I am available next week to get an oil change. After my fathers shop I came to Scotts house and no I'm just sitting here. Him and I are going to go get me joined at his gym because I've decided I want to stop being lazy and start going to the gym as well as change my diet because all I've been eating lately is junk food. I figure its the reason I've been getting headaches and feeling like crap. After joining the gym I need to stop back at my house to throw some laundry in the washing machine because I have absolutely no clean clothes to wear to school tomorrow. Then after putting in my laundry either Scott and I can hang out at my house or come back to his house where I will procede to do my algebra homework. Sounds like a fun filled evening to me...... I am going to get going for now though. I'll see ya around!
- posted by Sheila @ 4:55 PM