Wednesday, December 31, 2003
I have had nothing to write... Therefore I havent written anything... Make sence?
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Friday, December 26, 2003
It was rather disgusting last night... I woke up and my covers were soaked in my sweat. So I figure I must of had a fever that broke because I didnt feal hot. I ended up spending the next two hours sleepign onto of my regular covers with a differnt one on me. I still dont feal to good though. Oh well, since we open at 7am at work I have to be there at 645. Oh blah! G'day all!
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Thursday, December 25, 2003
Merry Christmas Everybody
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Monday, December 22, 2003
Howdy all! Another night I am sitting here, but I dont feal lonely. I think I foudn out what has been botherign me, and it is time for me to do what I must. As Christmas draws closer, I cant say that I am all to thrilled with it. I just dont feal in the festive mood. The last 6 months havent been all that fun for me, and its ruined my usually good moods. I guess in a way I stopped trusting people all together, and I am constatly wondering what people are trying to gain when they are nice to me. *shrugs* Gotta love how one bad string of events can change ones whole persona on life. Anyway, tonight I plan on putting my thoughts into words... I really dont no how to say what I want to, so I gues being as blunt as possible will be the best solution. I have to not back down, and keep to what I feal. One day I will learn to not worry about other peoples fealings and worry about my own. That is my New Years Resolution... To stop worrying about other people so damn much and do what I have to do to make myself happy. Sound like a good resolution?
Anyway with Christmas at our doorsteps and right around hte corner is the new year... I havent decided yet if it was a good year or not. The first 6 months of hte year or so were good. I had my ups and downs but overall they were good and I was happy. Since then I havent been that happy. I had my heart broken again, again and again... and in a way I am afraid to get overly happy again for fearing that it will just drop once more. I am taking life as it comes now, and not putting to much hope into one thing or person.
I say it again I am really considering joining the military. I think the disiplined lifestyle suits me for some reason. I just dont really no. I dont have any real drive when it comes to school or life. Not knowing what I want to do with myself is bothering me alot. People ask me often about what I am going to school for and I never no how to answer them, because I dont no. Oh well I am over and out for now! Bye!
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Anyway with Christmas at our doorsteps and right around hte corner is the new year... I havent decided yet if it was a good year or not. The first 6 months of hte year or so were good. I had my ups and downs but overall they were good and I was happy. Since then I havent been that happy. I had my heart broken again, again and again... and in a way I am afraid to get overly happy again for fearing that it will just drop once more. I am taking life as it comes now, and not putting to much hope into one thing or person.
I say it again I am really considering joining the military. I think the disiplined lifestyle suits me for some reason. I just dont really no. I dont have any real drive when it comes to school or life. Not knowing what I want to do with myself is bothering me alot. People ask me often about what I am going to school for and I never no how to answer them, because I dont no. Oh well I am over and out for now! Bye!
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
Lately I have found myself not in a good mood. I dont really have the ambition to do anything. Sicne thursday I have not wanted to go out anywhere for the most part, and thursday and friday I found myself fealing really lonely. I dont really know why. Things are much easier when I no the source of my problems, because then I can take steps to fix it, or something. I dont no, in a way lately I have been getitng happy, and that scares me. For the past 6 months or so whenever I started to get truly happy again something else would happen to bring it all crashign down. Maybe I am just unconsciously tryign to protect myself from that? I really wish I new. Nothing has realyl happened lately to make me upset, so it all is just very confusing for me. I really wish I new...
Right now I am sitting here adn that lonely fealign is here again. Maybe I just need to get out, but for the most part know one is ever realyl available. *shrugs* In some ways I am tired of things... I sometiems feal that if I didnt ask people to hang out I would never hang out with anyone. Besides John, no one ever just calls me or whatever and asks if I want to go out anyplace. I realy dont no what to think anymore. Maybe I am complaining because I am tired or because I am upset (only if I new what I was upset about)... I just dont no....
Anyway, I guess I shall stop this here... It is really goign no place. So Good day!
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Right now I am sitting here adn that lonely fealign is here again. Maybe I just need to get out, but for the most part know one is ever realyl available. *shrugs* In some ways I am tired of things... I sometiems feal that if I didnt ask people to hang out I would never hang out with anyone. Besides John, no one ever just calls me or whatever and asks if I want to go out anyplace. I realy dont no what to think anymore. Maybe I am complaining because I am tired or because I am upset (only if I new what I was upset about)... I just dont no....
Anyway, I guess I shall stop this here... It is really goign no place. So Good day!
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low
Level 2 | Very High
Level 3 | Very High
Level 4 | High
Level 5 | High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very High
Level 7 | High
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Moderate
Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv
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Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | High |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Very High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Moderate |
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low
Level 2 | Very High
Level 3 | Very High
Level 4 | High
Level 5 | High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very High
Level 7 | High
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Moderate
Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Because of the glory of modern technology I would like all of my faithful readers to know that while I am typing this I am in the bathroom on my laptop and turds are dropping out of my ass.... What a great world we live in eh? Now I can access the internet in the mans office... All I need now is a fridge and I am set. I can get everything I need in a bathroom. I have unlimited reading material, porn and anything else I can possible think of (for the most part) at my finger tips while I take a shit! HOOYA!!!!! I <3 wireless router
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Greetings! I havent ranted in awhile so I figure I wont ruin that pattern. Everything has been going alright in my life. For the most part I have been happy. I mean there are things on my mind, but they will sort themselves out. Right now I am watching Saved by the Bell. HOOYA! What a great show. Soon I have to go take my History Final. So yea thats what I gotta do... Fun Fun! Anywho, how is everyone? I know I am personally bored. Tonight I am suppose to go see Lord of the Rings movie. I am kinda excited about it, yet I am not looking forward to sitting in the theater for 4 hours. Hrmmmmm, what to do what to do.
Lets get onto a political topic. As I hope everyone knows, well maybe some inbred southern hicks dont, Saddam Husseine(sp?) Has been captured. Apparently he dosent handle up well to torture. That is if we are torturing him. Anyway, I read today that Bush is calling to kill him and basically bypass the all those treaty's. This I dont think is right. If we are to proceed with this we should do it right, go through the proper... procedures. We have to slowly get support back from the United Nations. For one we need there support before our armed forces are spread to thin and because it would be nice to flip the bill. If we keep Saddam in custody we will learn alot, I have a fealing the guy cracks easy... If all else fails we can give him to the soviets to torture, they will be able to get information out of him! Or the Chinese Water torture... That just sounds annoying. Batter in my laptop is running out. Later everyone.
As always you can comment on this at my message board BYE!!!
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Lets get onto a political topic. As I hope everyone knows, well maybe some inbred southern hicks dont, Saddam Husseine(sp?) Has been captured. Apparently he dosent handle up well to torture. That is if we are torturing him. Anyway, I read today that Bush is calling to kill him and basically bypass the all those treaty's. This I dont think is right. If we are to proceed with this we should do it right, go through the proper... procedures. We have to slowly get support back from the United Nations. For one we need there support before our armed forces are spread to thin and because it would be nice to flip the bill. If we keep Saddam in custody we will learn alot, I have a fealing the guy cracks easy... If all else fails we can give him to the soviets to torture, they will be able to get information out of him! Or the Chinese Water torture... That just sounds annoying. Batter in my laptop is running out. Later everyone.
As always you can comment on this at my message board BYE!!!
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And from the same site as the previous post, another joke....
"There's a teacher in a small Texas town. She asks her class how many of them are Bush fans. Not really knowing what a Bush fan is, but wanting to be liked by the teacher, all the kids raise their hands except one boy, Johnny. The teacher asks Johnny why he has decided to be different. Johnny says, 'I'm not a Bush fan.'
The teacher says, 'Why aren't you a Bush fan?'
Johnny says, 'I'm a Howard Dean fan.'
The teacher asks why he's a Howard Dean fan. The boy says, 'Well, my mom's a Howard Dean fan and my Dad's a Howard Dean fan, so I'm a Howard Dean fan!'
The teacher is kind of angry, because this is Texas, so she says, 'What if you're Mom was a Moron and you're dad was an idiot, what would that make you?'
Johnny says, 'That would make me a Bush fan.' "
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"There's a teacher in a small Texas town. She asks her class how many of them are Bush fans. Not really knowing what a Bush fan is, but wanting to be liked by the teacher, all the kids raise their hands except one boy, Johnny. The teacher asks Johnny why he has decided to be different. Johnny says, 'I'm not a Bush fan.'
The teacher says, 'Why aren't you a Bush fan?'
Johnny says, 'I'm a Howard Dean fan.'
The teacher asks why he's a Howard Dean fan. The boy says, 'Well, my mom's a Howard Dean fan and my Dad's a Howard Dean fan, so I'm a Howard Dean fan!'
The teacher is kind of angry, because this is Texas, so she says, 'What if you're Mom was a Moron and you're dad was an idiot, what would that make you?'
Johnny says, 'That would make me a Bush fan.' "
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A joke coming from Stile Projects.
***warning sick perverted stuff on the site***you have beem warned***
"Three Drunk Women had a very late night drinking. They left in the early morning hours and went home their separate ways. The next day, they all met and compared notes about who was drunker the night before.
The first girl claimed that she was the drunkest, saying, 'I drove straight home and walked into the house. As soon as I got through the door I blew chunks for 10 minutes.'
The second said, 'You think that was drunk? Hell I got into my car and wrapped my car around the first tree I saw. I don't even have insurance!'
The third proclaimed, 'Damn, I was the drunkest by far. When I got home, I got into a big fight with my husband, knocked a candle over, and burned the whole house down!'
The room was silent for a moment. Then, the first girl spoke out again, 'Listen girls, I don't think you understand... Chunks is my dog.' "
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***warning sick perverted stuff on the site***you have beem warned***
"Three Drunk Women had a very late night drinking. They left in the early morning hours and went home their separate ways. The next day, they all met and compared notes about who was drunker the night before.
The first girl claimed that she was the drunkest, saying, 'I drove straight home and walked into the house. As soon as I got through the door I blew chunks for 10 minutes.'
The second said, 'You think that was drunk? Hell I got into my car and wrapped my car around the first tree I saw. I don't even have insurance!'
The third proclaimed, 'Damn, I was the drunkest by far. When I got home, I got into a big fight with my husband, knocked a candle over, and burned the whole house down!'
The room was silent for a moment. Then, the first girl spoke out again, 'Listen girls, I don't think you understand... Chunks is my dog.' "
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?
As always post what you are in my My Message Board or your own journal!
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Monday, December 15, 2003
Yahoo! Top Stories - Desperate Diners Attack Trapped Fat Lady With Plastic Forks
Hilarious Story
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Friday, December 12, 2003
This is why I like Frank...
Frank: nope, especially chcks
Frank: that stand you up
Frank: on dates
Frank: on friday nights
Scott: Hrmm... did thta happen tonight?
Frank: yes, and now, she is going to get what she deserves...im going to date her rommate and make her jealous, ultimately destroying whatever friendship exists between the two of them, making it nearly impossible for them to live together, and then I will break up with her, and be happy at last
Scott: hahahhhahahahaa
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Frank: nope, especially chcks
Frank: that stand you up
Frank: on dates
Frank: on friday nights
Scott: Hrmm... did thta happen tonight?
Frank: yes, and now, she is going to get what she deserves...im going to date her rommate and make her jealous, ultimately destroying whatever friendship exists between the two of them, making it nearly impossible for them to live together, and then I will break up with her, and be happy at last
Scott: hahahhhahahahaa
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Monday, December 08, 2003
In Mikes Journal he says "I'm ending the diary on New Year's Eve. That is all."
To you Mike I will extend an invitation. I will set you up so you can post upon my blogger if you have any thoughts or anything you want to rant\complain about. Or whatever.... Good day to you all!
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How to Add HTML to a Message Board Post
When you post at the bottom of the screen there is somethign that says "Enable HTML" Click the check box there. If you are enablign HTML then you WILL NOT be able to use those smileys and things. But its a per post thing.... If you have quesions send me a message! Or post in that thread!
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When you post at the bottom of the screen there is somethign that says "Enable HTML" Click the check box there. If you are enablign HTML then you WILL NOT be able to use those smileys and things. But its a per post thing.... If you have quesions send me a message! Or post in that thread!
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Sunday, December 07, 2003
So today after driving Sheila home a quesion came to mind that has come to my attention alot.... What do the 1st and 2nd gear things do on my automatic transmission car? So I tested. WHen I put the car into 2nd gear the engine whines more, but when I took my foot off the gas I noticed a dramiatic decrease in speed, and the fealing of the cars foward momentum dropping. Since I had the road to myself I tested some more. I put the car in Drive and Did the same test. The car stayed at or around the speed I was traveling for a logner period of time. So I figure that if I am in snowy\icy conditions puttign my car into 2nd gear and letting it whine a little would be better becasue I would get isntant de accelaration without having to apply my breaks. Granted this wont help me if a car slams on there breaks in front of me, but when I am comign to a turn it would help... I think. So my quesion I put to all of you out there... Is my Theory correct? Incorrect? Will driving my car in 2nd gear hurt it? You can comment on this right here... Stay warm!
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To stay true to my habit thus far I have realized that another friend of mine has a journal... So here is Eric's journal. Eric is a friend of mine from when I went to The Chubb institiute of tech... Funny thing is that neither of us are doing any work that deals with what we learned in Chubb... That seems to be the habit thus far. Another thing is that he is the only one I keep in touch with at all from Chubb... I often wonder how The raging viking is doing... And then there were Fat 16 and Fat 32.... Oh my... Adios!!!
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Friday, December 05, 2003
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Well I cant sleep... I think that is my punishment for not doing anything productive all day... Unless you consider a day play FFX productive. So I figure I will do what some people find entertaining... I will complain, rant, rave, or just rattle on about useless things. So without further ado... Here it goes!
Lately I have been fealing a sensation I havent felt in awhile, I have been happy. In a way this scares me, because the last few times i started to get genuinly happy something would happen in which to put my back into my state of unhappyness. Which is not good, beacasue I like to be happy! I sleep better and am genuenly just feal better about myself when I am happy. So, the way I look at it now if I do fall back into that state of unhappyness, I will just cut off that which makes me unhappy. Makes sence huh? This method may make me more unhappy in the short run, but it would be better than going through this cycle that I am currently in (that I hope has stopped). So does that all make sence? hrmm, there really isnt much more I can think of to say on this topic...
Weird people have been showing up on my buddy list under the listing of 'Recent Buddies'... Where are they comign from? I have people on that list that I have NEVER talked to before!!! DAMN AOL!!!! Anyway, so I message these people and they never reply. So F THEM! hehe! Tomorrow night when I most likely will have nothing to do I will upgrade my messagebaord software. Upon upgradeing I will release the info to you all! So you all can eat away my bandwith and tell me how much you love me! Also here you can just talk and show purdy pictures and make me laugh! The whole purpose of the message board is to get into debates about whatever and for me to laugh!!!! I expect to here ALOT of opinions on differnt matters in the news or just on what someone thought of... If I get desperate enough I will even try to get people to play 6 degree's of Kevin Bacon!!! I know I can get at least 1 person interested in that! har har har!!!!
Last weekend at work I was a pretend manager. They paid me to wander the floor and tell people what to do. I got paid rather well for a part time job for it also. I am hoping that the rest of the 4th quarter I can have this job. As a commision person I have the potention to make more money, but I kinda like workign for an hourly rate... I dont mind doing actual work then, because I am getting paid for it! Well at least that is how my mind works. :-) Well off for me to try to sleep, or maybe I will upgrade my message board now... Hrmmm, but it would behoove me to try to sleep. so I will try that. :-) nite!
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Lately I have been fealing a sensation I havent felt in awhile, I have been happy. In a way this scares me, because the last few times i started to get genuinly happy something would happen in which to put my back into my state of unhappyness. Which is not good, beacasue I like to be happy! I sleep better and am genuenly just feal better about myself when I am happy. So, the way I look at it now if I do fall back into that state of unhappyness, I will just cut off that which makes me unhappy. Makes sence huh? This method may make me more unhappy in the short run, but it would be better than going through this cycle that I am currently in (that I hope has stopped). So does that all make sence? hrmm, there really isnt much more I can think of to say on this topic...
Weird people have been showing up on my buddy list under the listing of 'Recent Buddies'... Where are they comign from? I have people on that list that I have NEVER talked to before!!! DAMN AOL!!!! Anyway, so I message these people and they never reply. So F THEM! hehe! Tomorrow night when I most likely will have nothing to do I will upgrade my messagebaord software. Upon upgradeing I will release the info to you all! So you all can eat away my bandwith and tell me how much you love me! Also here you can just talk and show purdy pictures and make me laugh! The whole purpose of the message board is to get into debates about whatever and for me to laugh!!!! I expect to here ALOT of opinions on differnt matters in the news or just on what someone thought of... If I get desperate enough I will even try to get people to play 6 degree's of Kevin Bacon!!! I know I can get at least 1 person interested in that! har har har!!!!
Last weekend at work I was a pretend manager. They paid me to wander the floor and tell people what to do. I got paid rather well for a part time job for it also. I am hoping that the rest of the 4th quarter I can have this job. As a commision person I have the potention to make more money, but I kinda like workign for an hourly rate... I dont mind doing actual work then, because I am getting paid for it! Well at least that is how my mind works. :-) Well off for me to try to sleep, or maybe I will upgrade my message board now... Hrmmm, but it would behoove me to try to sleep. so I will try that. :-) nite!
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Thursday, December 04, 2003
I havent wrote anything of essence in awhile. So I will attempt to write something now. As some of you might remember I mentioned a message board... Well it is now up and running. I just have to upgrade the software for it and soem more testing and it will be here! So we all can banter back and forth and you all can complain about me and everyone else!!!! What else is there to talk about.. Hrmmm
On Tuesday I bought Final FAntasy X... I must say, I am addicted. Oh and I bought it for the PS2, so I must Thank Mike once again for lending me it!!!! You da man! So I spent at least 5 or 6 hours today playing that... I need a life, yet the day went fast playing. Yes... I am addicted... there is nothing else for me to say really. so bye!
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On Tuesday I bought Final FAntasy X... I must say, I am addicted. Oh and I bought it for the PS2, so I must Thank Mike once again for lending me it!!!! You da man! So I spent at least 5 or 6 hours today playing that... I need a life, yet the day went fast playing. Yes... I am addicted... there is nothing else for me to say really. so bye!
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Monday, December 01, 2003
To whom it may concern.... The link in Gerards profile is a virus... You have been warned!
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Uncomfortable moments.....
Well last night I went over Sheila's and we watched the movie Kalifornia. Well it was herself, me and her grandmother. Now it was VERY uncomfortable for me at times becasue a sex scene would come up... and there is grandma... It just felt soooo awkward. That is all I have to say! Que Pasa!
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Well last night I went over Sheila's and we watched the movie Kalifornia. Well it was herself, me and her grandmother. Now it was VERY uncomfortable for me at times becasue a sex scene would come up... and there is grandma... It just felt soooo awkward. That is all I have to say! Que Pasa!
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