Friday, December 05, 2003
Well I cant sleep... I think that is my punishment for not doing anything productive all day... Unless you consider a day play FFX productive. So I figure I will do what some people find entertaining... I will complain, rant, rave, or just rattle on about useless things. So without further ado... Here it goes!
Lately I have been fealing a sensation I havent felt in awhile, I have been happy. In a way this scares me, because the last few times i started to get genuinly happy something would happen in which to put my back into my state of unhappyness. Which is not good, beacasue I like to be happy! I sleep better and am genuenly just feal better about myself when I am happy. So, the way I look at it now if I do fall back into that state of unhappyness, I will just cut off that which makes me unhappy. Makes sence huh? This method may make me more unhappy in the short run, but it would be better than going through this cycle that I am currently in (that I hope has stopped). So does that all make sence? hrmm, there really isnt much more I can think of to say on this topic...
Weird people have been showing up on my buddy list under the listing of 'Recent Buddies'... Where are they comign from? I have people on that list that I have NEVER talked to before!!! DAMN AOL!!!! Anyway, so I message these people and they never reply. So F THEM! hehe! Tomorrow night when I most likely will have nothing to do I will upgrade my messagebaord software. Upon upgradeing I will release the info to you all! So you all can eat away my bandwith and tell me how much you love me! Also here you can just talk and show purdy pictures and make me laugh! The whole purpose of the message board is to get into debates about whatever and for me to laugh!!!! I expect to here ALOT of opinions on differnt matters in the news or just on what someone thought of... If I get desperate enough I will even try to get people to play 6 degree's of Kevin Bacon!!! I know I can get at least 1 person interested in that! har har har!!!!
Last weekend at work I was a pretend manager. They paid me to wander the floor and tell people what to do. I got paid rather well for a part time job for it also. I am hoping that the rest of the 4th quarter I can have this job. As a commision person I have the potention to make more money, but I kinda like workign for an hourly rate... I dont mind doing actual work then, because I am getting paid for it! Well at least that is how my mind works. :-) Well off for me to try to sleep, or maybe I will upgrade my message board now... Hrmmm, but it would behoove me to try to sleep. so I will try that. :-) nite!
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Lately I have been fealing a sensation I havent felt in awhile, I have been happy. In a way this scares me, because the last few times i started to get genuinly happy something would happen in which to put my back into my state of unhappyness. Which is not good, beacasue I like to be happy! I sleep better and am genuenly just feal better about myself when I am happy. So, the way I look at it now if I do fall back into that state of unhappyness, I will just cut off that which makes me unhappy. Makes sence huh? This method may make me more unhappy in the short run, but it would be better than going through this cycle that I am currently in (that I hope has stopped). So does that all make sence? hrmm, there really isnt much more I can think of to say on this topic...
Weird people have been showing up on my buddy list under the listing of 'Recent Buddies'... Where are they comign from? I have people on that list that I have NEVER talked to before!!! DAMN AOL!!!! Anyway, so I message these people and they never reply. So F THEM! hehe! Tomorrow night when I most likely will have nothing to do I will upgrade my messagebaord software. Upon upgradeing I will release the info to you all! So you all can eat away my bandwith and tell me how much you love me! Also here you can just talk and show purdy pictures and make me laugh! The whole purpose of the message board is to get into debates about whatever and for me to laugh!!!! I expect to here ALOT of opinions on differnt matters in the news or just on what someone thought of... If I get desperate enough I will even try to get people to play 6 degree's of Kevin Bacon!!! I know I can get at least 1 person interested in that! har har har!!!!
Last weekend at work I was a pretend manager. They paid me to wander the floor and tell people what to do. I got paid rather well for a part time job for it also. I am hoping that the rest of the 4th quarter I can have this job. As a commision person I have the potention to make more money, but I kinda like workign for an hourly rate... I dont mind doing actual work then, because I am getting paid for it! Well at least that is how my mind works. :-) Well off for me to try to sleep, or maybe I will upgrade my message board now... Hrmmm, but it would behoove me to try to sleep. so I will try that. :-) nite!
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