Does any of this make sence?

I am in a bad mood. I really need to get out of the house, but surprise surprise no one can hang out! I really wonder sometiems why I bother trying ot hang out with people, everyone is always busy or some other excuse. I dotn even no if I am just over reacting beause my sleep has been such shit lately. I feal like I need to vent, but Ir eally have no way to vent. Everything that I used to like doing, I no longer like to do. I have tried to get into a book, but I am not in the mood to read. I cant play video games anymore, because they just arent fun. I want to spend time with people, but there are no people to be found. I really wish I was better at talking to people and making new friends, but I'm not. I ahve a hard time talkign to people, and usualyl I just end up just smiling as answers to things because I cant find my tongue. God maybe Is hould jsut go tajke a chug froma nyquil bottle and sleep off my problems. I think that a good rest will help solve my problems, but tis rest just isnt coming. I hate being so inept at the whole social thing sometimes. I really wish I was more outgoing and more interestign of a person. I dont go anyplace so I dont get any interestign stories, and overall I am just not good at the whole social thing. I feal like I Ahve to beg people to hang out with me, and when they are with me they never seem to enjoy themselves (well one or two people dont fall into this category). Ahhh fuck it, maybe I should take up drinking and stay to drunk to worry about anything
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